Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Today the weather is absolutely beautiful. The weather that we love. There is a cool breeze, sun is out & the temp is only 70 degrees. I guess we are in for some hot & humid weather all week. Suppose to be in the 90's...going to feel like we are back in Texas! Things here last night were quite rough as I am sure you are very aware of. I held my own through it all though. I didn't get much sleep & I am very tired today for sure so that is why I am writing to you now so that I can try & relax for the evening. Not sure what we happen, but I know you will be with Mom every step of the way. Mom is very lucky to have family & friends that love & care for her as much as they do. I know you see all & I want you to know no matter what... Mom will be ok. Always been a fighter & a survivor & nothing will change that.
 Spoke to Meme today. She sounded really good today. Been lots of things happening with her at their home. A water pipe busted right underneath their home & left quite the mess for them. Bob has to go see another specialist because of some new issues that have started happening with him. Just so hard to watch it from afar. It was very hard for Mom to watch you daily. I know you never saw me cry but I can tell you that I did quite often when I was alone. I never wanted you to see me that way. You didn't need to see that with all the other issues that you had to deal with. I am not sure if you understood that while you were here with Mom but I know you understand it now. 
 Let's see what is else that is new... I don't really think much to be honest. The rest of the family is well. Great Grammy is doing ok. It is a day to day thing but she is doing all she can to fight the pneumonia. I know you are with her. Thank you.
 I know I should write the daily prayer to you but to tell you the truth my eyes are so tired I can barely see the key pad to type to you. I am so sorry. I wanted to keep things going the way they were all week. I will write my letter to you tomorrow night & I will double up on them for you. I really hope to get some very solid sleep tonight & go to bed early. I plan on having dinner, watching a movie ( a chick flick... nothing you would like..lol ) & then going to bed.
 I hope that you have a restful night tonight & may you do all that you need to. Mom hope that if you close your eyes & sleep that you have the sweetest of dreams. Mom hopes that I see you in my own tonight. Fly high & free up there in the Heavens my sweet precious son. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. Thank you for continuing to watch over us all.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!