Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! how are you doing on this Wednesday early evening? I hope all is going well where you are 7 you are going so many places 7 doing so many things. I want you to be busy & never bored. You had enough of that while you were here in the physical world. No limitations for you anymore. The thought of that makes me smile even though I wish I could see it, & I miss you like crazy every minute of every day. Mom is doing much better today. I am sure it is because you were right next to me helping Mom through it all. Thank you so much for all you do for Mom & our family & friends. I love you with all my heart and soul.
 Mom did more things with school today. I am transferring all my flash cards into a spiral notebook. I thought it would be a simple thing to do but after 2 days of doing this I am thinking not so much. I am getting writer's cramp big time..lol. I just my 4th set of books in the mail today so I am super psyched to start the next lessons tomorrow. I have 10 Lessons left & 10 quizzes & tests combined & then it is my final exam. I can't believe how fast it went. I was talking to Grandpa last night & he was saying that he was so proud of me & that you were looking down on me & cheering me on. He said that he knew you had that big grin & smile on your face telling me " go Mom ." I hope so. I wonder if you are with me while I am studying. Some times it is rough for Mom to study as it triggers & brings back so memories that were not so good. I push through it though & I hope that I am making you proud. It would mean the world to me to graduate & get my certificate on your Birthday. That would make me cry some tears...happy ones of course for finishing but sad because you can't be with Mom in person to celebrate but I know that many of you are up there or somewhere rooting me on. Thank you & hugs to you my sweet precious son & to everyone else who has been with me every step of the way. I love you all so much.
 Nothing to update you with today. Been a quiet day all around but I do have a couple daily prayers to write to you so I will do those right now. July 7~ For out of much affliction & anguish of heart I wrote unto you with many tears; not that ye should be grieved, but that ye might know the love which I have more abundantly unto you. If God has touched us with his love, the result will be love flowing through us to others. When we realize the depth of his love, our hearts long to show that kind of love to those around us.
 July 8~ O come, let us sing unto the Lord; let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation. Sometimes I demand, " God give me joy!" & nothing happens. Yet joy flows naturally, lavishly, when I seek to know you, love you, & serve you.
 I had to take a break for a few minutes & eat dinner, do dishes & call Grandpa. Another one of his friends passed away Tuesday night. His name was Emil " C Pet " Zombeck. I did not know him personally but I knew of him & I know his son & his wife. Grandpa was surprised 7 shocked. I felt bad calling him to tell him but I wanted him to know. Mr. Zombeck's services are Friday so I will be going with Grandpa. At least he will not be alone. If you see him up there n the Heavens please tell him that he is missed by so many family & friends. may he R.I.P. & fly high with the rest of you beautiful Angels. Thank you Ty.
 Well, the evening sky is going to be upon us again earlier tonight due to the cloudy, hazy day we had again. It threatened rain & thunderstorms all day but we have yet to have any. I will look to the sky tonight to see if I see the stars & moon, but either way, I will whisper to you as I always do. I hope that you have a wonderful & fulfilling night doing everything you want & need to. I hope that if you rest you have sweet dreams as well. I hope to see you in Mom's dreams tonight when I fall asleep... which will be in a couple hours..lol. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. you are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!