Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you on this Saturday night? Mom is really tired as it has been a crazy 2 days for us. I wanted to stop by & write a short letter again to you as I will be going to bed very soon. Mom & Mark went to NH to get my vehicle yesterday & we drove back home today. I thank you for being with Mom while I was driving. I asked for you to be with me & I know you were. The vehicle is ok... not what I really expected though. It needs quite a bit of TLC but in time it will look really cute. Got to see Meme, Bob, Grandpa, & Debbie plus Marion & Charlie. I felt so guilty as I didn't even have the chance to go visit you. We drove by the cemetery & I whispered to you, did you hear Mom? I hope so. I hope that you are not upset with me. There never seems to be enough time to get to do all the things I want to while going home for a visit. I see a few people but not all the people I want to. I make time for our family & few friends & I am ok with it. I just wish it was longer. I miss seeing Meme & Grandpa, Bob & Debbie.. I know they miss Mom too & they sure do miss you. We all talk about you all the time. Do you hear us all when we say your name? I wonder this all the time. I hope you do. I honestly believe that when we say your name & reminisce about you, you are right by our side...smiling that beautiful smile that you had. 
 I will write more about our 2 days in NH in tomorrows letter along with the daily prayers that I need to catch up on. My eyes are so heavy my sweet precious son. I think I am going to call it a night. We took the pups for a walk & didn't see any stars or moon shining but that is ok I know you are shining brightly wherever you are. I hope that you have a peaceful night tonight and that you get to rest. If you do I hope you have sweet dreams & I really hope I see you in my own. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. Please continue to watch over us. Thank you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!