Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing this evening? I hope you are doing all the things that make you happy. I hope that you are smiling, you are learning, & you are flying high & free or that you are walking somewhere in paradise! I know that I need not have to tell you about Mom's day as I am sure you have been with me. It has been a very long day & I know tomorrow will be even longer. It is pretty lonely here to. I spoke on the phone to Bonnie & Kristina earlier today but that was it. Please continue to be with Mom. I need you more than anything right now. I am still just so lost & hurt. Thank you for watching over your Momma. I want you to see Mom smile & laugh, but just not right now... soon I hope though. 
 I want to write you the daily prayer right now while it is still fresh in my head. July 22~ God thundereth marvellously with his voice; great things doeth he, which we cannot comprehend. Lord, you come to us in the storm, the fire, & even in the stillness of a quiet moment. Sometimes your message is strong, carried on bustling angelic wings; sometimes our spirits are nudged, our hearts lightened by the gentle whisper of spirit voices. However you approach us, your message is always one of the tender love & compassion. Thank you for the certainty----& the surprise----of your holy voice.
 I am so impressed with myself that I am actually on the date that I should be with the prayer. That hasn't happened in quite a few days...lol. Mom will do her best to make sure to keep things up. My days will be getting less busy in the next couple weeks so that will be nice & refreshing. Mom have 5 more lessons left & then Mom will be taking her final exam & then I will graduate. I am so excited to have gone this far & I know you are happy for Mom too. 
 No updates for you tonight as I have not spoken to any of the family but I am sure you already knew that. I forget that you can see all & you can be in several places at one time. It does make Mom smile to know that you are no longer bored with life & you have absolutely no limitations where you are. You can go anywhere you want... you can fly, walk, run, jump, or whatever you want. You deserve it so much my sweet precious son. I hope that you have a wonderful night tonight doing all that you want, need & deserve. I am sure you stay pretty busy at all times but if you do get the chance to relax & unwind, hope you close your eyes & that you get to have a few sweet dreams. Mom hopes that I get to see you in my own dreams tonight as well. I am hoping to get some sleep tonight as I haven't in a couple days now & I was up early this morning with the pups. I hope you will be with Mom tonight as I will need you. Please & thank you. 
 I miss you & I love you with everything I have. Unconditionally....that will never change. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!