Dear Tyler,

Hi peanut, how are you doing tonight? I hope you are well. I just came in from walking the pups and I saw my bright star in the sky. I whispered to you.... did you hear Mom? I hope so. I will have to walk the pups again later so I will make sure to whisper to you later tonight as well. The sky is so clear and cloudless. It is a crisp evening but nice. Today was a sunny day in the 70's so I will take it. It sometimes is hard to believe it is the middle of January with the weather we are having here. Never have experienced anything like it before but I am sure enjoying it. 
 Just spoke to Meme and she said that the weather up in NH is awful. Lots of cold weather with freezing rain and ice. There have been quite a few accidents around that area as well. Just so sad. I worry about everyone who has to drive in it. Makes me feel better when I know our loved ones are safe at home. I know you are with them as well when they are driving so thank you from the bottom of my heart. It means so much to Mom.
 Guess Bob isn't getting out. They keep pushing the discharge date back. Still having trouble dissolving the blood clot. I hope they get in under control soon. I know he wants to get out of there. I know you know what is going on and what will happen way before we all do. Can you please still continue to watch over Bob? Thanks Tyler. Again it means a lot to Mom and everyone else.
 My day was pretty busy. I didn't sleep all that well last night because I was so tired yesterday afternoon and the nice nap I took didn't help me at all..ugh! I did however get up around 9 am and I made a nice breakfast for Mark & I, did all the dishes, did some housework, and I went through all my trunks in the apartment. I looked at what each one had in them and figured out what could stay and what could go. I found a lot of pictures and put them all in 1 box so I know where they all are. Later I will go through and make sure that everything is in order. I found your TMNT school bus and I gave it to a little boy who would enjoy it like you did. I know you wouldn't mind. It was hard for me to give it up though. I teared up but then I was ok. I couldn't give up your Splinter figure though. I kept that. I could still see you as a little boy carrying it around with you and I just wanted to have it for short time longer. I know you understand. Thank you for that. Your footlocker that you had got damaged in the move... I kept all the pictures with your autographs from several celebrities and salvaged what I could. The same boy who got your TMNT bus needed a foot locker or toy box so we told the Dad that they could have it. I guess it makes me feel better that it didn't go in the trash. Some other young boy will get pleasure out of it just like you did for so many years :)
 I have to tell you that American Idol is starting tonight. I can remember the nights we would watch it together and talk and laugh at the auditions from the contestants. I am going to watch it tonight and remember all this. I hope that you will stop by and sit next to Mom and watch it with me. I miss our times. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 
 Remember to be listening for Mom again to whisper to you later tonight. I will be looking to see my bright star shining up in the Heavens above. I will also be looking at the Full Moon too. I hope you have a wonderful night. May it be peaceful and beautiful for you my precious son. My Angel from above. Sweet dreams Tyler and please continue to watch over us all. I love you. Forever.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!