Friday, January 10, 2014

Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing on this Friday early evening? Mom hopes that you are doing well and that you are so happy up there in Heaven doing all that you want to do and all that you can do. I hope there is no limitations for you and that it is basically " skies the limit " for you! Things here are pretty crazy but nothing that I can't handle or at least I hope I can handle it all. 
 I was telling you last night that I spoke to Meme and things were pretty heated up. She said some hard things to Bob and it started a mess between Meme, Bob, Jen ( Bob's daughter ) & Mom. The things that were said were not meant for Meme to say to Bob and then have Bob discuss them with Jen. It was suppose to be that Jen said the things to her Dad in her own time. Now... Bob is upset with Meme, I am upset with Meme, & Jen is upset with me. What a freakin mess going on. I did contact Bob and apologize to him for it all. We had a nice calm discussion and all is well between us. I will let it blow over for a couple days and then direct things again with Meme and Jen. Anyways.. on a better note.. Bob seemed more chipper. He did get some sleep last night so that was great! I guess the doctors are really unsure to what is going on with him and what the blockage is from so they are treating it as a blood clot and go from there. He will not be released until everything is cleared up and he is doing better. I hope that he uses his time to just relax, sleep and to mellow out and know he is safe and where he needs to be if something was to happen. They are watching him closely so I am happy about that! Thank you for all the help with being with Bob and watching over him. Will you please continue to sit with him and watch over him? I hate the fact that he is alone up there. Thank you sweetheart. It means so much to Mom. 
 Please continue to be with Meme as well. She needs you too. I hate the way our conversation went last night. I don't like fighting with Meme or anyone else for that matter. I just don't want to see anyone... Meme & Bob angry, sad, depressed, etc.. at one another or anyone else. I just want everyone to get along and be happy. Thank you for continuing to be with Meme. She is alone too and I don't like that at all either. 
 The sky last night was just like I thought it would be..crappy! It has been overcast for most of the day but it was 69 degrees outside. This weekend is suppose to be 75 and sunny! I can't wait for that weather. Not much to do but 2 long walks with the pups will be in order for the weekend. I will look to the sky tonight and hopefully I can see some stars! I hope to see you shining brightly. If I can't I know you are up there and watching over Mark & I too. I know you are with me I just wish I could get more signs that you are here with me. Do you think that you could do that for Mom? I miss you so much. I guess I just need some validation that you are here. I would appreciate it a great deal. I love you beyond words Tyler. Thank you my sweet precious son and Angel from above.
 Please have a wonderful evening. May it be peaceful for you as well. Be listening for Mom to whisper to you tonight. Sweet dreams my love. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah! 

PS. Hope you are enjoying all the puppy pics that I am posting for you. I can ALWAYS hear you say " Can we have one? "  :)

PSS. I am on game 4 of Chess.. not doing so hot but I am still learning! Hope I am making you proud. I love you. To the moon & back and all the way around the world!

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