Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart. How are you doing on this Thursday evening? I hope that all is well in Heaven. Another busy day here for Mom. Some productive and some not so much. The weather was rainy all day and fairly a nice temp but didn't go outside at all. I stayed in and did things that I needed to do. Spoke to Bob in the phone this afternoon. The doctors did another test ( a scope down the throat ) and they did indeed find something. There is a blockage near his heart. They still are unsure if it is a blood clot or if it is something else. His bladder is still enlarged as well. He seemed to be in good spirits but tired as he didn't get much sleep last night. I am so glad for him because now he can have a piece of mind knowing that there was something wrong and no other doctors can say that it was nothing and that he was crazy. I just hope that whatever it is can be dealt with medicine or another way and not having to have another surgery of the heart. Guess according to Bob the doctors will be discussing the best protocol to this and he will have more info in the morning. I told him that I would call and check in. I want him to know that we are all pulling for him and that we care and love him. He is basically going through this alone because Meme has to work during the week and she gets home to late to go up there. They talk on the phone but as we know first hand it is just not the same. Please continue to be with Bob so he is not alone. Please watch over him and keep him safe. Thank you so much.
 Meme called me this evening. That did not go so well at all. I think I did more damage then helping. I just don't understand why she is so bitter. I know she is stressed out and rightfully so but that is no reason to be angry and pissed off like she is. I tried to explain to her several things so that she could see it from a different light and all she said and saw was the negative in everything. I am so afraid for her. She is going down a wrong path and a downward spiral that isn't pretty. I just don't know what to say or do. I am trying to not take sides as I don't want to. I see both points of view between Meme and Bob. I refuse to get stressed out about it. I want everything to just mellow out and chill. I hope this can happen and soon. Will you please be with Meme as well so she is not alone at night. Could you sit with her and just let her be calm and really see what she is saying and that she needs to just not make everything her problem and get stressed over things she can not change. It is really important. Thank you again Tyler. Our family really needs you right now. This whole situation is awful.
 Spoke to Grandpa tonight too. He is doing well. Likes his part time job. Debbie is well too. I told him about my conversation with Meme and he said that things were probably hurtful that were spoken but let it be for a couple days and things will blow over. I sure hope he is right! Only time will tell!
 Mark & I are doing ok. The pups are good too. Resting for the night. They are tired! The stars are not out as I suspected due to the weather today. I will still whisper to you as I always do. I know you are shining up there brightly. I hope you have a peaceful evening. May it be all that you need and want it to be. I miss you so much. I wish I could talk to you because I know you could make me feel better. You would know just what to say to make Mom calm down. I miss those times and everything else too. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. 
 Please watch over us.. your family & friends. Thank you my sweet precious son. My Angel up above. I love you so much. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Played my 2nd & 3rd game of Chess... Mark won them both but he said they were really good games and that I was a fast learner. Guess I did pay attention to when you played. Thanks for being a wonderful teacher :)