Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart, how are you doing tonight on this Tuesday evening? I hope that everything is going just the way you want it in the Heavens above! Mom is doing well tonight but tired. I had wrote to you last night that I was going to be watching a 5 year old today to help a neighbor out. I indeed woke up at 5 am and the little boy was here at 6:20 am and full of piss and vinegar! It has been several years since I have watched a 5 year old and boy how I forgot just how much energy children have and how much it sucks the energy out of us adults..lol! He was a very well mannered boy but just all over the place wanting to do this and do that you had to keep a very close eye on him. He was fun but when his Mom came to get him I made lunch for Mark & I and then I had to lay down and take a nap. I was so tired I couldn't even see straight. I would like to think it was because of getting up so early and not being used to it but it probably is a combo of being up early and being old, hahaha! The moral to the story is that it brought back so many memories of you being younger and all the fun I had with you. Plus... I survived the day!
 I really didn't do much else today.. clean up the apartment a little and then made dinner. Spoke to Meme & Aunt Becky today as well. Aunt Becky & John are getting ready to leave on Sunday for their 4 week trip to South America. They are excited to go back there and do some travel and work. Please be with them during their flights and wherever they may go. Let them be safe and return to the States safely. Thanks pumpkin! Meme seemed good but sounded tired still. Guess she really is having a hard time with everything so could you please go and be with her as well. Sit beside her so that she can get some good sleep and feel better. I worry about her being so far away. I wish I could be there for her and be closer but I can't. I am doing all that I can from where I am. Thank you again..as Meme would say.. her Peanut!
 Didn't get a chance to speak to Bob tonight but I will call him in the morning. He will not be released tomorrow because they are still having some issues to work out. Guess they are trying for Friday now. He seems to be progressing and getting better it is he is just not where they, the doctors would like him to be at this point. Please could you be with Bob as well so that he is not alone? Thank you from the bottom of my heart. 
 I know I seem to ask a lot from you but you are the only one I can count on to be in several places at once as Mom can not. You are amazing to Mom and I know you will do all that you can to help us all out. You are my precious and incredible Angel from above!!! I miss you so much, Tyler. I miss everything. The days go by and it doesn't get easier, it gets different but harder if that makes any sense. I miss your smile, your laugh, your voice, our conversations. I just miss you!!! I love you so much...more than any words I could ever express to you or anyone else. You are still my world. You always will be :)
 The sky is clear tonight so when I take the pups out I will be looking to the sky and whispering to you. Please be listening to you and I hope you hear me. I will be looking to see you shining brightly. I hope you night is filled with happiness, love, laughter, and so much more. Let it be all that you want it to be. Fly high my sweet son. Sweet dreams and know that I love you to the moon & back and all the way around the world. Forever! 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!