Dear Tyler,

How are you this evening my sweet Angel in Heaven? I hope that you are doing alright! Things here with Mom are well. I feel better today. I did get sleep last night so if you were here watching over me... Thank you so much. I needed it. I even did my workout today! I am getting back into my routine slowly but surely. It really feels great. Exercising to me is a stress relief and it helps being less depressed! That is what Mom really needs. It is my biggest outlet at this time. 
 The weather is so cold here. Not as cold as New England but cold for us in Texas. It has come across the tv that we are in a Winter Advisory for tonight and all day tomorrow. The temps are suppose to drop to 30 degrees and we are suppose to get sleet & freezing rain maybe even some snow tomorrow. Mark received an email stating that the City announced that the weather could be dangerous so they advised all Employers to let there employees work from home if they could or have the day off for their safety. Guess if the weather gets too bad the whole City is shutting down until the sun can come out and melt the ice away. No one here is used to this weather and they don't have any experience driving in it. The City doesn't have a budget either. No equipment to clear the roads, etc... Guess it will be a relaxing day tomorrow and through the weekend here. Just what I like!
 Other than that Mom was busy on the phones and the Internet looking at apartments in the new area that we will be headed to in the early summer. Yup..another move for us but this one will be better. We will be back in the winter and cold but closer to family & friends and that is going to be huge for me. I miss our family and friends. It really is lonely down here. Since I left NH last February I have been back home 1 time and that was for you...last June. I haven't been home since. I am so homesick but I try not to say anything to Mark. I know he knows and he would do anything to get me back there for visits if he could. I just feel bad because it is going on 2 1/2 years since he saw his family. Soon we will be closer to everyone. I can't wait and will tell you all the details as I get them!
 We are alittle over 27 days out for our trip to Vegas. I got a nice surprise that my friend from California will be coming out the same time we are there so we can visit and catch up on things. I haven't seen her in 21 years. I hope that you will be with Mom while I am there. Watching over us and keeping us safe, but also to have some fun as well. I will need your guidance to help me out if I am going to do any gambling :)
 Well I won't be seeing the stars shining brightly this evening but I know you are up there. I will still whisper to you so please be listening. I miss you so much Tyler and I love you to the moon & back and all the way around the world. Please remember this...Always!!!  Sweet dreams my precious son. Please continue to watch over Mom and our entire family and friends. Thank you :)
 Fly high and fly free... I miss you and I love you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo.Muah!