Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing today? I hope that you are happy happy happy! I am so sorry that my letter to you last night was short and emotional. It was just a rough day for Mom. I am doing somewhat better today. I got out of bed, finally was able to do my workout after 4 weeks of healing, and did several things I needed to do around the apartment today as well. Now I am cooking dinner as I am writing you this letter. I guess you could say that overall it was a pretty good day. 
 I am starting to do several things now. You know me with my " list of things " or the " things to do list " that I make. I am starting to get excited to go to Las Vegas and see Celine Dion in concert. It is the most amazing gift that Mark could have given me! He is a real doll. I am making a list of all the things I want to do and see and places to go while we are there. Need to do a lot as we are only there for 4 days! I will be thinking of you the whole time and knowing that you have loved to have been there too. Your love for Poker and all..plus you were sooo good at it! You amazed me at your knowledge of the game and how many times you would win! I am getting a chance to see a Replica of the Eiffel Tower and that is what I can't wait to see as well. You know my love for Paris. I don't care if it is the real one or not. I just think it will be so cool to see it :) My 2nd list is getting things in order and " to do lists " for Mark & Mom's Wedding. As of yesterday we have 10 months before the big day. I know you are in Heaven smiling down on the thought of this. I know you will be there on our special day.. just wish I would be able to witness it and see you in person. I will be missing you so much that day. I will be happy to marry Mark but so sad that you my precious son will not be there to celebrate with Mom and the rest of us. It just isn't fair, Tyler. I miss you so much every day. The pain is so intense. I hate it! I know you can see me when I am sad and in pain and I know it hurts you that you can't comfort me and take it all away. I know that if you could you would. You were such a caring person to everyone. With you being that way I know I did something right while raising you. Enough of this right now or I will start to cry and I really don't want to right now...
 Last night I took the pups out and looked up to the sky. There were so many stars above it was really pretty. The sky was jet black and clear. I saw a couple bright stars above and knew 1 was you. I whispered to you so I hope you heard Mom. I will do the same tonight just as I always do. The weather here was another beautiful day and it will be until Friday. I will be able to see you shining brightly every night! That makes me smile and happy :) I guess the weather here calls for low temps and freezing rain. We shall see. It will be interesting if it happens. No one down here is used to that and I bet the whole city will be shut down. It is funny like that in the South! I will let you know what happens. New England is getting hit with another Snow Storm right now. I hope that all our loved ones are safe. Please watch over them for Mom. Thanks Tyler!
 I hope that you have a wonderful evening in Heaven. I hope that is is quiet and peaceful for you. Fly high and fly free. Sweet dreams my precious Angel. I love you with all my heart and soul. I miss you. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Make sure to go visit Aunt Becky in South America these next few weeks. She should be landing in Ecuador in a couple hours! Make them safe too. Thanks love!