Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you this Saturday evening? I hope that you are well. Mom is doing ok. I had a pretty exciting day. Our dog sitter came over like she usually does on Saturday afternoons. Mom had an appointment at a Bridal Shop for looking at dresses for Marion & Charlie's wedding. I didn't really see much as they didn't have a great selection in what I needed. I did try on a dress and it was ok. I ended up ordering 1 on line so I hope it will look good on Mom and flattering. What I did get and I was not expecting it was to find MY Wedding Dress. It is really pretty, Tyler. It is a full satin white princess style ball gown with rouching on the bodice and the bottom looks like layers of snow falling. I picked out a sash to go with it and that has sparkle and bling on it. It is just enough. It is pretty. I wish I could have skyped you so that you could have seen Mom. It makes me sad that I couldn't but somehow I know you saw me today and you were smiling telling me that I looked beautiful like you always did. Mark & I's wedding day is going to be the wedding I always dreamed of but there will be 2 people absent from the guest list... You & Amy. It breaks my heart to know that I can't have you both there with us to celebrate our day. I plan on doing something very special for you 2 though. I have found these white beautiful set of Angel Wings that we will put on the back side of 2 empty chairs to represent You & Amy that day. I hope that you to will fly in and have a seat and be with us that day. It would mean the world to Mom if you both could do that for Mark & I. I know that if you did...Amy would be right by your side saying" I did this Tyler.. I am responsible for this." I can totally see this in my mind. You both will be smiling and laughing. Just wish I would be able to see this with my own eyes. Maybe on our special day you can show me a sign and let me know you are there. You have a few months so I am sure you can and will think of something.
 The rest of my day was the usual.. grocery shopping and a walk for the pups. The weather was just beautiful here. Sunny & in the mid 70's. Going to be this way for the whole week. I really have to say I am loving this weather right now :) Guess according to Meme it was snowing pretty bad out this afternoon and evening. I am sure not missing that at all!!!! 
 Things seem to be going well for our family back home so that is nice to hear for a change. Thank you for all your help and love for them. It did make a difference. You never cease to amaze me!!!! I love you so much for that and everything else. You are my everything!!!! Just always know this and remember this :)
 I will be taking a walk with the pups later on so be listening for Mom to whisper to you. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. Have a wonderful night up in Heaven and shine brightly as I know you always do. Sweet Dreams, Tyler. Too the moon & back and all the way around the world....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!