Dear Tyler,

Hi Pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? I hope that all is well up there in Heaven and you are doing all that you want to and need to do. Mom is doing well. Had a pretty busy day today. Did some housework when I got up this morning, went shopping, took a long walk with the pups ( yup... froze my butt off as it was windy and cold here ), made dinner, did laundry, spoke to Marion on the phone for a bit and now I am writing to you! I am going to take a nice long bath, watch a movie and then go to bed. 
 The wind was so cold here today. It was 46 degrees and cloudy. When we went shopping I took pictures of the clouds in the sky. They were in a neat pattern but very dark. I am not used to having to wear a jacket but I did today. I actually got a little wind burn on my face from walking. I was thinking when we got back how spoiled I am now living here in Texas. I do believe that my blood has thinned out already. These temps living in NH was nothing. Cold but I could handle it, but not right now. I had to put our heat on 71 degrees to warm up. What a sissy I have become with the cold..lol :) I am not sure about moving up North again. Not sure if I want to ever have to deal with the cold or snow again. I say that now but I will because I will be closer to our family and Mark's family too! That means the most to both Mark & I. We miss everyone and can't wait to see them all very soon. 
 I can't believe that in 2 weeks you have been gone for 7 months. It seems so long but yet 7 months have flown by. I miss you so much. My heart continues to hurt every day for not being able to see you or hear your voice. I still have the sound of your voice in my head though. I can still hear you say " Hi Mom " & " I love you ". I will never not hear those words. They are forever embedded in my mind. I saw a friend of mine posted a picture of a Cheshire Cat on her Facebook page and I immediately thought of you. I remember that coming out in my reading with Forrest. You smiled a Cheshire Cat grin on a couple occasions. It warms my heart to still have so many wonderful memories of you and things we did or talked about. I think about you all the time. I wonder what you are doing, where you go, do you see all of our family & friends that crossed over??? So many questions.. so curious about the "after life ". It gives me a more calm feeling that we will see each other again and that you & I have more things to do together. 
 When I walk the pups tonight I will not be able to see the stars as it is very cloudy out. I like seeing them but I don't need to.. to know that you are up there shining brightly. I know you watch over Mom and everyone else and I thank you so much for that. I will as I always do whisper to you. I hope you hear me! Oh yeah... thank you for watching over Meme, Grandpa, Debbie, Bean, Andrea, and our friends the other day while the snow storm hit New England. Everyone was safe. Uncle Dick is doing well too! Means a lot to us all to know we have you watching over us at all times! 
 I hope you have a wonderful night my sweet precious son & my beautiful Angel in Heaven. Sweet dreams to you. I love you so much. Too the moon & back. I miss you like crazy. Always remember that & know this. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!