Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing today? I hope that you are doing well. Mom is so sorry that I couldn't write to you yesterday. I was under the weather. I had a massive headache and a low grade fever. I spent all but 2 hours in bed. I ate and drank lots of fluids and today I am feeling much better. Went out and did shopping. Enjoyed the weather as it was 67 degrees here and wanted to be outside and get the fresh air. Took the dogs for a nice long walk as well. They are sleeping so I guess we tuckered them out :)
 Hope that tomorrow is a really nice day out as well so we can go for a walk too. My leg is still healing so I am not able to do my work outs so for now I can walk and that doesn't bother me so that is what I am doing to keep exercising. I actually miss it a great deal. It keeps me focused and really keeps me from going into a depression. I will do whatever it takes to stay positive for you and for me!
 The sky is really cloudy again... not so much of a surprise anymore. I did however look up this afternoon to see and there was nothing. I whispered to you so I hope you heard me. When we bring the dogs out for their last walk tonight I will make sure to look up again. I will whisper to you so be listening for Mom. I was hoping that on New Years Day during the night I would be able to see the New Moon but no luck here. It would have been neat as it has not happened in 19 years. Oh well.. got to love the Texas sky. Another thing that I am surprised at is the sunsets here. Even in the summer I would have imagined them to be like Florida.. really pretty.. nope.... only saw one and it was yellow & orange. I hope that in Heaven you got to see the New Moon and you get to see all kinds of beautiful sunrises and sunsets! I bet the stars in the sky are beautiful from where you are too. 
 I was reading something on Facebook the other day and it was studies that were done over the last 50 years on what happens after death. It was an interesting read for Mom. It had 10 stages and what to expect in each stage. I wonder if it is all true, or if some is true or none of it is true. I would love to have another reading done and hopes that you come through again so you could tell me if it is or not. I have so much that I am curious about. Maybe I am not suppose to know anything, but it would be a little nice to know. 
 I miss you my precious son. I love you beyond life itself. To the moon & back and all the way around the world and back. It will always be you & I for the world!!! See I remembered what you said and how you wanted the wording changed :) I hope you have a wonderful night. So peaceful and all that you need and want it to be. Give hugs to everyone up there for Mom. Tell them hello and I miss them too. Watch over us as you always do!!! Sweet dreams. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!