Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetie! How are you doing today up in Heaven? I hope you are having a wonderful day. I hope that it is just as sunny and warm there as it it here for Mom. Today was 75 degrees, blue skies and cloudless. You know what that means.. yup.. the night sky will be clear so that I can see the stars shining but most importantly I can see you being the brightest one in the sky :)
 My day was busy again. I made breakfast and then I did what I said I was going to do. I went through and sorted all the pictures. It was really nice to go through them. They were from when Mom was in labor for you, to you being born, the Make a Wish motorcycle run, to you starting preschool all the way to you graduating High School. There were pictures of you and your friends from Exeter and Crothched Mtn as well. I even had pictures from our 1st trip to Florida to the last one we took. So many pictures and so many memories. Each picture I looked at brought me back in time to that day like it was yesterday. It made me smile and remember all the fun we had as you grew up and got older. I was surprised that I didn't cry but I sure did laugh a few times. I talked to you during this time. I hope that you were with me and heard what I said. 
 Just had to take a few minutes to go outside and walk the pups. It is so gorgeous outside. We took them for a little walk and the stars are out shining brightly. I whispered to you... did you hear Mom? I sure hope so. I will have to take them out again later so I will be sure to talk to you again before going to bed. 
 Spoke to Meme just a few minutes ago as well. Bob is home from the hospital. He was resting and I woke Meme up so we didn't talk long. She did not seem like she was in a very good mood. Didn't say much at all. Spoke to Aunt Becky and she said that Meme and Bob got into an argument earlier tonight after he got home. Things there in that house are not the greatest and I wish things could be different. If things don't change soon then I am afraid that the worst things that could happen will. Can you please go be with them both? Watch over them and if you can help them out? Thanks Tyler. I do all that I can from a distance but it just isn't helping. 
 Well, Mom is going to call it a night. I am going to go watch some tv for a couple hours and then head to bed. I didn't sleep all that much last night. I hope you have a peaceful evening. May it be all that you want it to be. Fly high and fly free my precious son. I miss you so much and I love you beyond words. To the moon & back. Sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. I will be posting a picture I found of an Eagle. I know I won't have to put a title with it as you will know the meaning behind it and the symbolization of the picture. BTW.. I still have my Eagle feather :) I love you so much!!!