Dear Tyler,

Hello my sweet son. How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Here in Texas it is 70 degrees and sunny outside. Not one cloud just blue skies and a beautiful breeze blowing. The perfect weather for sure. I am so sorry that I didn't get a chance to write to you last night. I was so tired that I actually slept in until 11:30 am. I got up and made brunch and then I was pretty busy during the day doing housework and laundry. Later in the evening Mark and I actually got to speak to his Dad and Step Mom. It was really nice. It was the first time ever hearing their voices. They seems like very sweet people. We finally got to tell them that we were moving again and that we were getting married at the end of this year. It was nice to give them the news! After that we skyped with Marion & Charlie for 1 1/2 hours and didn't finish up with them until almost 9:30 pm. By that time believe it or not I was getting tired. Guess I slept to much during the day. Mark & I played 2 games of Chess..( He won one game and I won the other! ) and then I went to bed. I slept ok during the night but again slept in this morning and woke up at 10:30 am. I actually got right up and started to do laundry again and do a little workout routine, took my shower and then we went to a couple stores. Came back home and took the dogs for a long walk. They are now relaxing and Max is sleeping while Snickers is chewing a bone. I am waiting to hear from Grandpa because we are going to skype him and Debbie in a few minutes. 
 During my outing today... heading to the store we were listening to the radio and The Dance by Garth Brooks came on. I started to cry. I always think of you when I hear that song. Always have. The lyrics to it are just so true.. I will give you a snippet of the song and I will write the complete song to you tomorrow night. 
 " Looking back on the memories of, the dance we shared beneath the stars above. For a moment all the world was right, how could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye. And now I'm glad I didn't know. The way it all would end, the way it all would go. Our lives are better left to chance, I would've missed the pain but I'd have to miss The Dance. " 
 I told you a million times while you were here with Mom and I will say it again. I would do it all over. You were never a burden to me. You were a blessing. You were the light of my life. You were my everything. If God gave me another chance to have you back with me.. I would do it all over. I would take care of you like I did before. I miss you so much Tyler. I really do. I mourn you daily, yes I do, but I miss you so much. I miss my son. I miss everything.. the laughing, the crying, the joking around. The fun times, the good times, and even the sad & bad times. EVERYTHING!!!!
 Tonight I will take the pups for another walk and I know I will see the stars in the sky. The Evening sky will be so clear and star filled. I will look to the sky and smile because I know you are up there shining brightly and watching over Mom, Mark and our family and friends. I hope your night is all that you want it to be. Relaxing, peaceful, and whatever else you desire. I love you Tyler with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Forever & Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!