Dear Tyler,

Hey pumpkin! I hope you are having a good day and you are doing well up there in Heaven. I am sure you are doing many things to keep you busy. I have no doubt in that at all :). So as you can see I added another song on here. One of my friends posted it on her Facebook page for her son who passed last year. I listened to it and it just fit for me to you as well. I know you will love the song. It is from Evanescence....it has a great metal edge to it...just like you love. The lyrics are beautiful! Enjoy listening to it over and over again. I see that it was Ron's Birthday the other day. It was weird to have missed his yearly party up on the mountain. We went to it the last 2 years. Looked at the pics. Seems like everyone had fun and I know that you were there too enjoying the day with them. Jeremy looks good. Haven't spoken to him in awhile but I keep sending him messages on Facebook. I also know you are watching over him and making sure he is being taken care of. He was your best friend. You both watched over each other through the good and bad times. I am so glad that you made a friend like that ( and another friend like Ron ). I wanted to let you know that Mark and I are looking at a Flat Stone for the ground where you are laid to rest. We are looking at the Gray Granite color with your name and dates on it and then in the Spring we will be buying a Gray Granite sitting bench for you. That will have your name, the dates, and a picture of you on it. I hope that you will be proud of the choices that I have made for you. I want you to have the best possible. You deserve it. I love you that much to give you all that I possibly can. I will make sure that you have flowers there at all times too...whether they are silk or real. I know lots of family and friends go to visit you and that makes me happy. I will be making a visit to NH in October so I will be going to visit you every day that I am there and I can't wait. I miss you like crazy and I love you even more. I hope that you have a great night and sweet dreams my precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!