Dear Tyler,

It is Saturday night and all is quiet. Had a better day today seeings how I wasn't alone all day and had someone to talk to. Watched football today and you will be happy to know that the Cowboys lost..lol! I can hear you now laughing and telling me they suck. Boy how I miss those conversations between us about sports especially football. Today was the 1st day that I cried a lot and couldn't stop. You see there is a story behind it and it goes like this: On August 14th, Mom & Mark celebrated 14 months together and for a present, Mark bought me a new iPhone. I wanted to make sure that I get all the pics off my old cell phone and voice mails. I had Mark record the voice mails because I didn't want them lost. You see the voice mails were from you. I had 5 saved on my phone from way back in May. When Mark started to record them.. I thought I was ready to hear them and prepped myself but when I heard your voice I started to cry. I couldn't stop. After Mark was finished I told him that your voice was a voice I missed so much and longed to hear again. I am so glad that I have them though. I will never have to remember what your voice was like because when I need to I can replay your messages. That means so much to Mom. I guess in a way I will believe that hearing you means I am so much closer to you. I love that and I love you so much. I miss you like crazy. I hope you had a great day and you were so busy. I know you are doing really good things and watching over all our family and friends who need help and safety. I will forever be proud of you. I was proud of you here in the physical world when we were together and I continue to be proud of you in Heaven. You still are my HERO! Sweet dreams my precious son. I love you to the moon and back. Always, Mom xoxoxo. Muah!