Dear Tyler,

I am so sorry for not writing last night but I was really exhausted from the day. I also wanted to sleep on what I wanted to say to you after my session with Forrest yesterday. I can't thank your Aunt Becky enough for the special gift that she gave me. It was the most sacred and precious gift ever. I know that many people are skeptic or don't believe in readings whether it is Tarot Cards, Angel readings, etc.. but I do. Yesterdays reading with Forrest was such a beautiful insight to what you shared with me and what you are doing in the Spiritual world. Since your passing I have been lost, lonely and a void in my heart. When I got to communicate with you everything changed. Nobody will ever take the pain away or fill my void but I see things differently now. I KNOW you are happy, I KNOW you can move around, I KNOW you could hear me sing and talk to you in the hospital, I KNOW you could feel me holding your hand and giving you kisses. I KNOW you received all your Birthday balloons...as we called it...Your Balloon Launch or as you called it Superman's Rocket Launch! The way you described floating with the balloons and getting them all were beyond words. You said you send love to everyone that was a part of it. You said you felt so much love during that time. I know because you WERE and ARE loved so much still. It made me soooo happy to know that you are with Nana and the rest of the family and friends that have passed on. I was so worried that you were alone. It is so nice to know that you are not, that you are with so many people and experiencing so many things in Heaven and everywhere else you shared with me. Thank you for making me cry happy tears, and laugh. Glad to hear that you still have that sense of humor and you are smiling that " Cheshire Cat grin ". Now everyone can experience YOU the way that I was blessed to have for almost 23 years. I am glad that you know you were my world...not 3/4 as you said but my whole world. If I could change things and have you here again in the physical world I would take care of you all over again. I know you wanted to hear me say that again and again. I would Tyler, at times it was difficult and hard doing things alone for you but it was my honor and joy to be your Mom and your care giver. I wouldn't change anything for the world. I would do ANYTHING to have you back and take this journey with you again. As we used to say... it is" Mom and I against the world", but yesterday you asked to modify this statement and have it say..." Tyler and I with and for the world ". You will always be my HERO and may I do what you did yesterday... I bow to you my precious son for all the teaching you gave me., for all the insights to see life through your eyes. I could go on and on about what we talked about in our session but I believe that not all should be revealed and shared with the world. Some things were meant for just you & I. Thank you for the validation and clarification on questions that I needed answers to. Thanks to you I know there is a beautiful place in Heaven awaiting us all when we are called home. I know that we WILL see each other again. I look forward to our next journey together in the physical world. I know you are with me and watch over me... I feel your presence now. I miss you with all my heart and I love you with every ounce of my soul. I am so proud of you.... All that you did here and all that you are doing now. Continue on and fly free, Tyler. Continue being happy and keep smiling. Continue teaching me and working with me on things that I still need to learn. You are my everything! Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!