Thursday, August 1, 2013

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin, I hope you had a great day today! It is night time now and it is still so hot and humid in Texas. The weather has been rough the last couple days. It stayed 100 degrees outside until almost 8pm tonight. I know you already know this, but I didnt have my session with Aunt Becky's friend today. We are having it tomorrow. I am kinda excited. I told the gentleman who is doing the reading that I didnt want to hear anything negitive or bad news. I have had enough lately and dont want anymore right now. I am sure that you understand that. I hope you, Nana, and Pepe come forward during my reading. I will be happy. I miss you so much and need to know you are ok and you are happy. I need to have that validated to me. I hope that you get to tell me what you have been doing up there in Heaven. I guess I want to know that you are busy and I am sure you are doing amazing things. I want you to know that Mark and everyone else are taking care of me like they promised you. I want you to know that I am ok. It doesnt mean that I dont have a hard time with you being gone it just means I go along with the days as they come. For Mom it is a day to day process. I hope with this reading it will help clarify things and guide me to do what I am suppose to now. I love you so much. I miss you every minute of every day. The pain never goes away, I am just learning to live with it. Good night my sweet Angel. Sweet dreams my precious son. Always, Mommy  xoxoxo. Muah!

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