Dear Tyler,

Hello my sweet son. How are you doing today? I hope that you are well. Mom is doing well, but I am soooo sick of all the rain that we are having. We are on day 7 straight with lots of heavy rain, darkness and cold weather. I will be so happy to see the sun shining again. Guess it is suppose to be sunny tomorrow and the rest of the week and in the 70's. I will be so happy. With all this rain has made me very tired and achy. It sucks :(
 Does it always stay sunny in Heaven? Do you always have beautiful weather? There are so many " wonders " that I have. I was watching Long Island Medium last night and on one episode Theresa was doing a reading for a Mom who lost her 13 year old daughter. She wondered what she did in Heaven... the young girl said that her job was to greet the souls of children and make sure they all felt beautiful. It got me thinking to what is your job? What do you do on a daily basis? It would be great to know what you do. Maybe someday I will be able to have that answer.
 Meme called me today. Spoke to her for a bit. She is off for the week. Seems to be doing well. It will be different for her and Grandpa this year for not having the Holidays with you and I. We were always the ones that made the dinner and had them over the house. This year Thanksgiving will be just another day for Mom. I am not even making a dinner. Mark said he doesn't want one either. I was ok with this. I will do something but it won't be your typical dinner. This weekend we are suppose to be going to look for a Christmas tree and on Sunday we will decorate. I am looking forward to this. It will be bringing back so many wonderful memories that I have of Christmas past with you and our family. I know you will come and visit and sit with me awhile during this time of year. I know you will know how hard it is for Mom to be without you. I promise I will not get upset too much. I promised you that I would start changing the way I looked at things and I will not go back on my word. 
 You know I miss you so much and I love you unconditionally. No days, weeks, months, or years will ever change this. My void will never be healed or replaced. I will be learning to live my life with out you with me in the physical world. I will be learning that I have the most wonderful, special, and caring Angel watching over me from the Heavens above every day of my life until you are there to greet me when it is my turn to return home to be with you and all our family and friends for Eternal life. I thank you for all this. I know we will see eachother again and we have more " work " to do as a team. I lok forward to this one day!
 Again... the stars will not be shining due to the weather but I will do what I always do and that is whisper to you. Be listening for Mom. I want nothing more for you to have a wonderful peaceful night with so many sweet dreams that make you smile. I love you my precious son...always and forever. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!