Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Things here in Texas are well.  A beautiful day outside.. sunny and 73 degrees outside. It is what you & I would call the perfect weather outside. I remember the days that we would go for walks and just enjoy the sun on our faces and I would see you sitting with your eyes closed while feeling the wind in your hair. You used to tell me how much you loved the feeling of the sun. You would have such  wonderful smile on your face. Those are the smiles I miss so much. I miss our talks too. All of them. The good, the bad, and the ugly! I miss your voice. I just miss everything about you. I always will. My life will NEVER be the same now that you are not in it. My heart breaks every day when I wake up and realize that you are not here with me. I hate it. 
 Mom's favorite singer, Celine Dion just released a new album on Tuesday and there is a song on there that is called: " Always be your Girl ". It is such the sweetest song. Here are some of the lyrics:

 I did a little deep-down searchin'
Took a little time to work it through
But I found everything the day I had you
I once was the lost one
Like a wayward child
Now you're the light that leads the way
I can melt the drops of freezing rain
I will fly in and save the day
I will always try and make it better than it was for me
You'll always be the first one in my prayers
Just close your eyes and I am there
It's a better world since you're my boy
I'll always be your girl
I'm pickin' up all the pieces
When I put'em back together I'm like new
'Cause my greatest wish had already come true
We'll always be connected baby
Like a button to a sleeve
And this lullaby will send you off to sleep
It's hard to imagine my life before you
'Cause you're the light that leads the way

This is my favorite song on the album. It is everything you did for me. You made my life complete, you made it brighter, you were the best son ever. It was a better world because you were my boy. You always will be and because of that I will always be your girl. You & I will remain connected. Me, here in the physical world and you, in the Spiritual world now. You are my light that leads the way now for Mom to live. I hope you like the lyrics that the song has. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world.
 It will be a clear night so be listening for my whisper as I see my bright star in the sky. I hope you have sweet dreams my sweet son. Fly high & fly free. Watch over Mom and the rest of us. Good night my sweet precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!