Dear Tyler,
Hey sweetheart! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? I hope all is well up there and you are flying high and free. I bet you get to do and see so many neat things on a daily basis, huh? Do me a favor and go see the Eiffel Tower for Mom. Someday I will go there...someday!
Mom is feeling much better today! I have Mark to thank for taking care of me and making sure I got rest, ate, and drank for the last few days and I have you to thank for being with me and watching over me too. You were also making sure I was doing all those things! I believe that you were right by my side while I was in bed for 2 days. I just had a feeling you were around. Thank you so much for watching over Mom. It means so much to me.
Got to go out today for the first time in 6 days. It was nice to get the sun on my face and feel the cool breeze. Didn't do much except go shopping at Walmart but that is ok.. the point is.. I got out of the house! Guess what??? I even drove for the 1st time here in Texas! Yup.. I can see you now grinning and saying.." oh sh*t " while laughing and rolling your eyes! It was great. Felt good and I wasn't scared! Driving to Walmart has 4 lanes of traffic on both sides so it is much much different than back home..lol! I am hoping to get out more often providing Max cooperates. Still having issues with him barking and getting us in trouble. Our upstairs neighbor has a fit. Oh well!
Spoke to Jeremy tonight. He seems to be doing well. Gaining weight and trying to stay busy. Says he is lonely though. He misses his Best Friend! I told him you miss him too. I know you watch over him closely. Guess Rick is not well but still hanging on and Ron has been up at DHMC for 3 days now. I am sure you are watching over them as well. If I know you, you are making sure that things go well for them all. You were such a wonderful friend to them. Always caring and worrying about others before yourself. You were so unselfish. Such a kind, gentle, loving soul. I am so proud that you are my son! You make my heart smile. I wish I could be 1/2 of what you were. I love you so much. I wish I could explain in words but I can't but I know you know what I mean : )
The sky will be a clear one so when I go out for the last walk of the evening I will be sure to look up to the sky and whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for this. I wish for you to have a peaceful and quiet night with so many sweet dreams that it makes you smile that smile I love.
I miss you so much pumpkin. I love you to the moon and back. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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