Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin. How are you this evening? I hope you are well. I had a very busy day today with getting things prepped for Aunt Beck's visit. They arrived around 2 pm this afternoon. It was so nice to see family and familiar faces. We sat and talked for several hours, had dinner and went for a nightly walk with the pups. It is now 10 pm and they are fast asleep. Not sure what we are doing tomorrow but will think of something fun for them. I am cooking them dinner so that will be nice! So wish that you and Brandy were here too. It would be so nice. I miss you so much. Bean was saying she thought you would go visit her last night. She was sure of it. She wanted to see you but didnt want you to scare her. She misses you calling her " brat ". 
 I saw my bright star this evening . I whispered to you so I hope you heard me. I love you so much. I wish I could hear your voice and see your smile. I know I will see your smile again so that keeps me going and happy. You mean everything to me. You still are my world. You always will be. 
 I hope you have sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Please watch over us all and thank you for watching over Aunt Becky and Uncle John. I will write more tomorrow. I love you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!