Sunday, November 3, 2013

Dear Tyler,

Hey my sweet son. Good morning to you. I hope that you are well today. Mom is doing well. I am sorry that I didnt get a chance to write to you yesterday but honestly I got caught up in visiting with Aunt Beck and Uncle John. I am so enjoying the company this weekend. Like I said it is so nice to see them and have family near even for a couple days. Makes me sad that the 3 days have gone by so quickly and they are leaving tomorrow morning. Make sure to watch over them as they are traveling home. Thank you sweetheart. I sure do wish you and Bean were here to along with the rest of the family. Then everything would be complete.
 Oh yeah, I wanted to tell you that I was going through your old aspire computer so that Bean could have it...she doesnt have one right now so I knew you wouldnt mind at all that I was giving yours to her. She is tickled pink to get it. Anyways there was a short 48 second video on there of you and Snickers. You are laying in bed and Snicks is kissing your face like he did at night. You are talking to him. It is wonderful. It was great to hear your voice and see that smile. Oh how I miss it, Tyler. I miss you so much. I guess I just dont understand why you had to leave us so soon. Why we didnt get more time with you. Sometimes I try to understand and other times I just think it is so unfair.  I want you to be here with me so we can  talk, laugh, and share more of our lives together. You are suppose to be here in Texas with me not up in Heaven. 
 I know you are happy now and  you are not confined to a wheelchair and vent any longer. I understand that. I really do. You were a trooper for so many years. You have always been my HERO! You always will. I miss you so much pumpkin. Please continue to watch over me and our family n friends. I want you to know I am so proud of you. 
I hope you have a great day in Heaven today. Make sure later tonight you are listening to me whisper to you when I see my bright star. I am hoping that we get to also see the solar eclispe tonight. That would be neat. I love you so much, Tyler and I miss you bunches. Have sweet dreams too tonight. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
 P.S. I have more pics to post for you later tonight or tomorrow. I am on my tablet and not my laptop where they are at. Sorry pumpkin. 

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