Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweetheart. How are you doing today? I hope that you are well on this rainy Monday afternoon. Aunt Becky & Uncle John left this morning around 6am. I really hated to see them go. When they drove off and I was in the apartment I cried because I didn't want them to leave. The 2 1/2 days went by way to fast for me. It was so nice to see family and have company. We had a really good time. We ate, drank wine & beer, listened to music, danced, and laughed all weekend. Sunday we took a 2 mile walk in the woods on these trails. We brought the pups. We all were impressed. Max n Snickers did so well, but boy are they tired today. I think Max may be a little ore as well. He was a trooper. Aunt Becky and I had some time alone to just sit and chat. It was really nice. We hadn't done that in years.I guess it made me sad to know that I won't see them again for a few months and we are back to being alone again. I spoke to Bean and she said she might take a trip out here in the Winter. I hope she does because I would love to spend time with her too! I miss her. I know she misses you too.
 Oh yeah, before I forget... Tuesday ( tomorrow ) is the Election for Grandpa. I have posted some things on FB in hopes to get my friends out to vote for him. I hope he gets one of the 7 seats. I know Grandpa really wants this and he deserves it. He is doing it for all the right reasons. He will be amazing at this. Think this is his calling now! I am keeping my fingers crossed for him. If there is anything you can do from above Mom, and Grandpa too would be so thankful to you! 
 This Saturday, November 9th I will be going to the book signing for Theresa Caputo. I hope that your Spirit is strong and comes through so that I can receive a message from you while I am there. I would be so happy to hear from you. Thanks pumpkin.
 Aunt Becky said that she could really feel your energy in this apartment while she was here. That made me smile and feel good that you are around. Again, it means to much to know this and I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 
 One more favor, Tomorrow is Bonnie's Birthday. Make sure to go and wish her a Happy Birthday. Just don't scare her..lol! She thought the world of you.. ever since you were a little boy. She loves and misses you. So many people do. Our family and friends, your other friends from High School and College. You never claimed to be or even wanted too, but you were so popular. You touched everyone who ever met you. You were just an incredible son, grandson, cousin, brother, friend, and so much more. I smile just thinking about it. You were amazing! I can't say it enough how honored and proud I was and still am of you. Always remember this!
 Well... I don't think I will see my shining star tonight or for the next couple days as we are suppose to get rain, but I will still look for it at night and regardless.. I will whisper to you. Keep listening out for Mom. I miss you so much Tyler and I love you beyond this whole entire world. I hope you have so many sweet dreams tonight. Continue to watch over us. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!