Dear Tyler,

Hey pumpkin! How are you doing today? Mom is well. Nice and sunny here today. Not hot or cold.. just right! So many times I wish that you could have been here with Mom. I know you would have loved it here. The weather is just what you always loved. There is a lot to do here on the weekends and we would have had a lot of quality time together. I know you have been here and that you watch over me but it just isn't the same. 
 Today when I was walking the pups outside... I was standing there and saw a dragonfly just flying around and it kept coming closer to me and then just flew on by really fast. Did you hear what I said? I asked if it was you Tyler? I would like to believe it was you. That is the first dragonfly that I have seen since I have been here. Actually I haven't seen a dragonfly in a very long time. If it is you... next time stay around longer..please!
 Mom is getting ready to fly home to NH for 4 days. Getting everything set for the pups to be boarded. I hate the thought of that. Please watch over them and make sure they will be ok while I am away. It breaks my heart to have to do it but I don't have anyone to watch them. I hope that they will be ok and taken care of. I will sure miss them. I am starting to pack and getting that ready. Busy days for Mom. It is a nice change. Keeps my mind from thinking so much. It is not healthy all the time. I can't wait to see Meme and Grandpa. It has been 4 months since I have been home. I can't wait to go visit you at your resting place. I know I can talk to you anytime anywhere but it is important to me to come visit you there as well. Guess that is just the Mom in me. 
 I still need to ask you to watch over Marion's Mom. I know one of the test that were run showed nothing so more testing was done and they are awaiting the results. Oh how I remember the waiting game. It sucked for you and for me. So many times we were put in those situations. You were so brave while I was a wreck. I was so proud of you! You were and will always be my Hero!!!!! Thank you for continuing to watch over Marion and her Mom. You are amazing. You are my one in a million :)
 Be there for me tonight as I look to the sky so you can hear me whisper to you and I can see my bright star. I love you so much Tyler and I miss your voice every minute of every day. I have so many wishes..... ones that I wish would and could come true. Watch over Mom as you usual do. Thank you my precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!