Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today? Wanted you to know that I saw my bright star last night in the sky and whispered to you. Tonight I think it is going to be a different story though. It has been cloudy and overcast all day and it has been raining off and on all day long. Regardless if I can't see my bright star I will still whisper to you so be waiting to hear Mom!
 I hope you are busy and doing so many wonderful things up there in Heaven today. I have no doubt in my mind that you are making so many proud because I know I am proud of you. I always was proud of you. I always spoke about and talked about you. I couldn't stop. You were always on my mind and definitely in my heart. 
 My day has been alright. The day has been kind of long though. It usually goes by pretty fast. Guess it is just one of those days for Mom. I miss you tons and I love you to the moon and back. Always remember that Tyler...please! It means so much for me to know that you know this forever.
 Mom has a yet another favor for you. Received a phone call this afternoon from Marion telling me that her Mom is really ill. DHMC has been doing some tests to see what is going on but as of yet the medical team still don't have any answers to where the issues are coming from. I am hoping that you can make sure that her Mom will be ok and that she is on the road to recovery and second I am asking you to help Marion out too. She is doing this all on her own. Her sister isn't helping out and Marion has a lot on her shoulders. She is trying to stay positive but there is that side of her that just wonders.... Mom knows exactly what she is going through. I did the exact same thing when you were ill. It was lonely being all alone and no one to talk to or help make decisions with. I always questioned if I was doing the right thing or making the right choices. It was hard. Can you please just watch over them both? Thank you so much my precious son. You are my Angel and as always I have to share you... you seem to be many peoples Angel as well. You are such a popular one. You always were you just never believed it or cared to be. That was what was so special about you. You had such a heart of gold. You always cared about everyone else and never about yourself. You were like that at such an little boy too. Tyler... you were and still are one in a million! 
 I wish you sweet dreams tonight and remember to be listening for Mom's whisper to you. I miss you like crazy and love you even more. Watch over Mom and the rest of our family. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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