Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing? I hope you are well and so happy. It is Saturday night and the clouds are so thick and heavy that when I went out I couldn't see any stars tonight. Nevertheless I looked up to the sky and smiled and said that I loved you and that I missed you. That is another new thing I have been doing every night. Another new routine for me that I do for you. It is another way that I can tell and show you just how much I am missing you on a daily basis. 
 Today I got to go out to a few new stores. It is so nice just to get out. The pups keep me so busy during the week that it is close to never that I get out. Maybe 4 to 5 hours a week and the rest is staying home. We now have a sitter for the dogs. The girls are 8 and 10 years old. It helps us out because we can't leave the dogs alone because Max barks from the time we leave to the time we get back. It gives the girls a " job " and it gives me a date day which is much needed! 
 Snickers is doing good. Got the attitude still..lol! His foot finally healed after 4 months. He is very much a cuddle bug with Mom. Max is another story. Lots of rough nights with him. He is getting worse each day. It is really hard to watch. I feel so helpless when it comes to him. Please watch over the pups for me. Help Max out if you can and Snicks too. Thanks pumpkin!
 Talked to Meme and Grandpa today. I guess everything is going well back home in NH. It was nice to hear what was going n in their lives. Grandpa is running for Counselor at Large. I hope that he gets it. He will be really good at it and I know he wants it really bad. If there is any way for you to help out... that would be great...wink wink nudge nudge :)
 All in all it was a good day. I am tired though. I will be walking the dogs one more time tonight so I will re look up to the sky and whisper to you again. I love you and miss you. I hope you have so my sweet dreams tonight. Watch over Mom and everyone else. Thank you my precious son. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!