Friday, October 25, 2013

Dear Tyler,

How is my sweet boy today? I hope that you are happy as you can be and that you are flying high and flying free on this beautiful warm sunny day. Mom has had a pretty good day. I did a lot of housework and chores around the apartment and I did a little cleaning out of some things that I needed to and wanted to a awhile. I have a lot more to go but if I do it little by little then I will be happy. As I was cleaning I came across a couple things. One was your ID bracelet and the other was your High School Class ring. I decided to wear the bracelet and I still have my High School Class ring so I put yours with mine in my jewelry box where they will both be safe. The rings will be together forever just like you and me. Being separated by the physical and spiritual worlds will not keep us from being strong and united. Of course things are different but some things remain the same: I am always thinking of you and I know you think of me too, and I know you are never far away from Mom. I know you are with me daily even if I can't see you. You know I am constantly talking to you all throughout the day and night. I will never stop. I will always be right here until it is my time to cross over an you are there to greet me and show me around Heaven.
 Spoke to Grandpa last night. He is busy with campaigning for himself for the election on November 5th. He has his debate tonight and I am crossing my fingers that he does well. I have been told he will do just fine because he is real. He isn't doing it for himself he is doing it for his community and wants the best for it. I agree with these people! I know he will be good at it. Grandpa deserves it. 
 I also spoke to Meme. Her and Bob are doing ok. She took the day off to run errands that needed to be taken care of. Aunt Becky came to get my car as well. They head out early Sunday morning with Mom's car. They will be here for a visit in one week! It doesn't seem possible that almost 8 weeks have gone by when we were all first discussing this. Shows me just how much time is passing by. 
 6 more days until Halloween. I found a puppy picture just for you that I will be posting on here. I know you will like it and I can hear you now.. Mom.. it looks like Ziggy! He does. The puppy is so cute! I hope you have been enjoying your daily letters from Mom and the pictures, poems, and quotes too. They mean a lot to me which I know you know this and are aware of. Some folks have said to me that they read my letters to you nightly. They have also stated that sometimes that is how they get through their night. That made me feel good. I write for me and for you but if I can help someone along the way that is wonderful. I know I am not the only parent out there right now going through this. I know of 2 other Mom's that are as well. It is so heart breaking. We can all relate to each other. You 3 boys were so young. One was 17 and the other was your age..22. Their names are Ryan & Nick. So if and when you see them up in Heaven let them know that their Mom's along with me are missing our boys so much. Wish Heaven had a phone and visiting hours so that we could still see one another. It wouldn't be so hard at times. I miss you terribly and love you so much. Please always know this and remember it. Thanks Ty!
 Last night, did you hear my whisper? I saw my star an talked to you. I will do it again tonight and every night that I see it. Be listening for me. Continue to watch over Mom and everyone else. 
 Sweet dreams my precious son. I love you! Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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